AOA Mina reveals the members including Jimin visited her house after bullying revelations

Source: Mina's Instagram

AOA's Mina has revealed that the members including Jimin met up to discuss bullying revelations. 

Mina revealed the news with a post on her Instagram on the 4th writing:

"First of all, I'm sorry that I couldn't stand my emotions today and caused a lot of people to suffer. I'm sorry that so many people came to my house and worried about me, but there were a lot of things that celebrities shouldn't do or talk about. I'm just so sorry. 

A few hours ago, all the members and the managers came to my house and talked to me. At first, Jimin came in angry and I was dumbfounded. I asked her if this was the face of the person who came to apologize. We argued and she asked my sister where the knife was asking if it would be enough if she died. Eventually we sat down and talked and she said she didn’t remember what happened. I continued to talk about all the times I was hurt by her. Of course, I wasn’t in my right mind either, and she didn’t recall much. I talked about when this happened and when that happened, and I couldn’t remember everything either, but what I did remember, I looked her straight in the eyes and told her.

In her mind, we resolved everything at the funeral. But it was a funeral, and at least for that day, I was there to comfort her. But that day, we contacted each other, and she, not remembering anything, said sorry, so from her point of view, I see how she might’ve thought that way. But how can you resolve 11 years of pain in a single day? That day at the funeral we didn’t discuss anything about what I suffered over the years, and how can you talk about those things at a funeral? Of course, on that day, I was sincerely there to support her, and after that, I was back to myself. When you’re broken, you don’t return to your whole self overnight.

Anyway, I continued to talk to her, and after listening, she said she was sorry. No matter how it turned out, I did receive an apology, and I decided to accept it. Jimin left, and with the remaining members, I promised to pull myself together and stop thinking of taking any extreme measures, and that was it.

I believe that our two fathers are watching us from heaven. Since I can’t lie.. To be honest, at first, when I first saw Jimin, I wondered if she actually felt any sort of guilt. But regardless, she said sorry many times.. I heard it.. I did.. Honestly, I don’t really know what to write. I truthfully didn’t see any intention from her to sincerely apologize, but this could be because of my own sense of inferiority, or it could be that I just want to see it that way since I’m so mad at her..

To her, it could have been sincere, so it’s hard to say for certain what it was. But since I need to wrap up.. Moving forward, I’m going to regain my composure and work hard and continue to receive treatment. I won’t be making any more of a fuss about this. I’m really sorry.. I’m sorry.. I’m going to try to get better little by little. There are a lot of people who were affected by me today, and I’m really sorry……. Even in this post, I don’t think I was able to write anything positive about Jimin. I acknowledge that. Honestly, I haven’t even been thinking about her apology at the end. The image of her coming over angry is what’s continually playing in my head. I’m as broken as can be, so it’s not going to be an immediate recovery…….. but I’m going to try. It’s also what I agreed to do..

I’m not going to mention this or post about this again.. It’s not good writing, so I’m not even sure what it says, but anyway, I’m sorry again.."

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